I didn’t do a New Year’s Resolution this year, but one got me anyway.
Elise Browning Miller, an Iyengar yoga teacher who specializes in Yoga for Scoliosis, conducted a weekend yoga workshop in Chicago in early January. Egged on by a friend who was also interested, I attended.
I have been to two of Elise’s workshops before, the last one in 2007 in Cleveland. I have used her DVDs (especially her Yoga for Scoliosis DVD (Amazon affiliate link)) and books in my home practice. The Chicago event, at the lovely Yoga Circle, was a teacher training as well as a “Part II” class.
Elise taught some familiar poses and I learned some good tweaks and some advanced poses not in the DVD. We also enjoyed a wonderful teacher:student ratio as Elise instructed the instructors who helped us students. Three items came to be my most important learnings:
- Elise emphasizes lengthening and derotation for scoliosis, and from the corrections she gave me throughout the workshop, I seem to have been better at lengthening and needed coaching on the derotation. My current theme in my home practice is derotation.
- The workshop helped me notice I was not breathing equally into my lungs and ribs. With coaching I brought attention to the lower left of my back, and I expanded my intercostal muscles where my scoliosis compresses my ribcage. Doing so, I could take deeper breaths and experience greater well-being in each breath.
- The biggest take-home lesson for me was how I felt each day of the workshop. My lingering lower back twinges and aches were simply gone. I wanted that feeling to last.
I wanted to learn how to make myself feel that good, that whole, that comfortable in my body on my own. Of course, I already knew exactly what to do – what I had been doing in her previous workshops and with her DVD. Nothing secret or mysterious, just requires the actual doing rather than mental understanding. The answer was obvious: commit to a daily home practice.
I had long wanted to do this and then felt guilty about not doing this….and also resistant, all at the same time. I groused that too many things wanted my daily attention including meditation and other exercise.
I knew from my experience commiting to a daily meditation practice that I had to commit to adding daily yoga in the morning. If I let myself plan for it to be later, I’d stress about it and/or worm out of it somehow. Putting meditation first thing in the morning short-circuited my avoidance mechanisms.
But, I did not think I could wake early enough to do both yoga and meditation each morning before work. So I decided to make an experiment: move my established meditation practice to the evening and start each day with yoga.
I told two friends, one of whom shared her experience that confirmed mine, the other just egged me on (and I knew if I told more people, I’d be committed).
I worried about the earlier alarm in the morning (even with moving the meditation, I still needed to get up earlier). And I’ve never been a happy-wakey person. I’m grumpy and slow and resistant in the morning.
Yet, four days in, I’ve had no trouble whatsoever. I even wake up more easily than before (so far) and I’m finding I have more energy throughout the day.
I look forward to Elise’s return to Michigan April 21-22, to teach Yoga for Back Care, Heart Opening Through Backbends, Forward bends and Twists. Her visit will be hosted by the Michigan Yoga Association. Location and details TBD at this writing.
Franziska says
You inspire me. Might a rank beginner with chronic back problems take her class?
Dunrie says
Maybe start by watching her DVD to see what you think? I can loan you my copy if you like….